Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Feeling Restless

I told Luke tonight that I am feeling anxious.  He asked about what, and I couldn't explain it.  Just "without peace".  My mind has no peace.  Even when I think I am not thinking, I have this restlessness.  I have this sense of urgency, but can't put my finger on exactly what it is.  It's almost anxiety-attackiness (like my made up words?), but I think it is spiritual.  I think God is making me uncomfortable.  Because when we are too comfortable we get complacent.  And I begged Him to never let me be that way again.  So I guess this is an answer to prayer?

1 comment:

Brandi said...

This is what Kay Warren calls "Gloriously Ruined". . it's wonderful and sucks all at the same time! I feel your pain!